My family crisis...

sry cz dh lme aku xposting...cz buat mse nie aku bz ngan assignment yg pile up mcm gunung berapi.. n otak aku pon dh jd cm2 gak.. tggal tgu mase je nk meletus!!! huhu.. once again, i keep on telling u guyz how kraze IB is... it ruins my life dude!! wth!!

hmm,nvm.. juz 4get it 4 a while coz there's sumtin important as it is.. based on the topic post by me.. its a crisis!! i'm so sad bcoz diz things happen.. yo estuy muy triste!! =(

weeknd lpas aku pgi hntr adik aku msuk mrsm lgkawi.. da whole family pegi.. yah.. every1 looks hepi wif diz trip.. but i knw theres also sumtin bad in it.. i'm so sad and depressed.. i wanna c my family like before.. happy eventhough we r not dat rich.. even though dat tyme my mum's not working.. but now everthing changed.. mybe others see my family is juz ok.. but act theres sumtin inside that i wanna share wif all of u guyz.. coz i dun want 2 keep it in by myself.. i'm not begging for sympathy.. but i juz wanna express my sadness...

u knw wut.. yup!! i'm admit dat my family now hav an economy crisis.. my father hav deal wif AKPK to setlle all diz.. so all da credit card has been terminated.. its ok then.. so i think we should juz live as wut we r.. but i dont undrstand wif my mom.. i wanna xpress all diz in malay so dat i can express it more fluently...

mak aku nie xrti2 nk idop ala kadar.. smue nk ikot style dier je.. pham2 la ayah tu tgh ader financial probz,so tlgla.. jgnla pressure ayh.. live da life we should be.. nie x.. slalu ungkit yg umi dh tlg ayhla.. nsib umi tlg ayhla... tp akim tgk umi xde tlg pape pown.. lg pressure aderla.. ayh pinjam duit umi pown nk berkire.. tyme trip nie.. umi yg ajk mkn bnde mhal2 la.. smpi sratus lbey... pstu mintak ayh byrkn.. even klo umi byr pown,nnti umi ungkit ckp yg duit dh hbis byr dinner td.. ape sume nie!! akim xphm btol la!! pastu, beli baju amilia smpi 3,hrga pon ntah brpe puluh ntah... pastu ungkit lagi.. heyp!! cme on!! tu umi yg nk belikan amilia.. so jgnla ungkit.. then,tyme nk pgi island hoping tu.. act xde dlm planning pown.. tp umi sdp2 je agree ngan org tu ckp nk pegi.. klo umi byr xpela.. nie x!! ayh gak yg byr!! akim bknnye ape.. akim tgk duit umi tu xmmbntu ayh pown.. ok fine!! umi byr duit keta,bil letrik n air.. tp brpe sgtla klo nk bnding ngan duit umi yg umi dok hbiskn utk bli bajula.. apela... pastu xhbis2 nk show off!!
kalo kaya tu xpela,nie x.. kadang2 pon stil mntk duit ayh.. akim taula mmg ptutnyer ayh yang bagi smue tu.. tp skrg nie ayh ader financial probz!! so phm2 la keadaan ayh.. cube la kurgkan perbelanjaan tu.. akim nie nk mntk duit dri ayh pon pikir 2-3 kli taw... ntahla.. lg satu.. akim dh ckp tutup aurat tu.. tp xnk.. ayh ckp ri tu bli la brpe byk pon tudung asalkan tutup,tpi umi xrti2.. bli2 tudung pastu selak sana sini,last2 xgak tutup aurat tu.. xphm tol la akim..sdar2 la skit umi nie..

dhla.. ckup2 la akim posting kat sni.. xtawla smpi bile baru umi nk brubah.. utk spe2 yg bce blog nie,thx 4 reading n sry cz korg buang ms bce posting aku nie.. tp itulah ape yg aku rse...
aku sdey ngan mak aku... =(