Cinta, Kasih dan Gadis..

kata orang dalam hidup gadis mesti ada cinta.. kalau tidak pasti hidup gadis itu tidak lengkap.. dan cinta tidak akan mekar kalau tiada gadis untuk menghidupkannya.. tapi tanpa kasih cinta dan gadis tidak akan bersatu..

tapi kenapa gadis tak suka cinta.. kenapa cinta tak nak gadis.. padahal itu adalah hakikat yang gadis dan cinta adalah satu.. cian dekat kasih.. terpaksa menjadi mainan tengah2 untuk satukan cinta dan gadis.. kalau cinta dan gadis tidak bersatu kasih akan hilang..

namun.. hakikatnya.. gadis dan cinta tidak tahu.. mereka adalah satu.. cinta adalah gadis.. dan gadis adalah cinta.. jika gadis dan cinta tidak bersatu kasih akan sunyi.. kasih akan lenyap.. cinta dan gadis akan pergi.. pergi membawa diri tanpa mengetahui yang diri mereka adalah satu...

-from someone's blog-

friday,14th august 2009..

diz day was a damn-pack day.. it was a non stop action for me..
huhuh =p

7.30: wake up from my bed and get prepared to go to school for patriotic run 2009..

8.30: the run begin!!

9.00: reach the finish line.. but sad bcoz couldnt manage to secure a top-20 place.. =(

1.30: treasure hunt!! once again.. we lose.. huhuh =( bcoz it doesnt really test our fitness + un-clear direction/tulips.. yo estoy muy confudido!!

7.00: hockey match between STAROBA and SUKMA LADIES!! (1st time i played at GK... bcoz the GK wants to play as forward and i also feel quite tired) sad + happy coz conceded 1 goal..

11.20: karaoke time!!

11.40: midnite movie!! district 9.. fell asleep.. huhuh =( maybe damn tired~

2.00: uptown d'kota.. eat and window shopping!!

3.00: home...

4.00: zzzz......

time constraints...

Due to time constraints, i cant blogging 4 a long period of time..
sorry 2 all my followers (if there are... )
from the last time i post on my blog till now.. a lot of things happened..
i cant really remember all those things in detail but i just wanna write what in my mind now..

1. mount nuang expedition.. we started tracking at 1 a.m on friday night.. they are 10 of us.. (hazman, ariffin, eugene, firdaus, izzu, azlan, thaqi, khif, akmal and I) we went for this expedition for junior CAS hours, khif and junior 1st time trekking, and preparation for patriotic run.. hehe =)
we slept at kem lolo and started trekking to the peak of the mount at 9. we managed 2 reached the peak at 1 which is pretty fast.. then we trekking down and reach the end point at 8. diz 1 is juz a simple time log. for more details, u guys can get it at hazman(my friend) fb and multiply account. it was a nice trip!! thx evrybody!!

2. pressures keep on coming as petronas sent me a warning letter for not meet the cut off point.. they sent it to my father and aunty as well because they are the guarento.. they tried to talk to me.. it was a sad moment.. i broke my tears down.. i feel so tense!! sry~ =(

i cant think of any for this moment (dats the reason y u need 2 update ur blog frequently.. so dat u'll not 4get any of ur precious moment).. i'll update it later if it comes across my mind..

adios mis amigos~

I'm crying again... );

sry 4 not blogging 4 a long period of time..
eventhough there are a lot of things happened during dat period...
for example, CAS trip (juz finished last weekend), hockey match n a lot more that i cant think bout them now..

i jz want 2 share my feeling with others.. as u can see from the title of the post, yes.. i'm crying again.. ); i feel so guilty towards my dad n my aunt.. they received warning letters from petronas regarding my underperformance in IB.. i didnt meet the cut off point.. i just managed to get 27 out of 42 n the cut off point is 35.. i feel so bad.. last night, when i was at stadium to watch man u match vs malaysia XI, my fther called me.. he asked me bout diz thing.. without any intention, i rouse up my voice bcoz the stadium is noisy. But i think my dad feel the other way round, n he asked whther i'm angry wif him or what.. by dat tyme, i feel so guilty coz i didnt mean 2 hurt him.. i feel so stress... coz of course i dont want 2 crush anyone's hope towards me..but i have tried my best.. (maybe it still not the best act) i'm blaming myself rite now.. n jz now, my aunt picked me from dshire n treated me for dinner.. but i knw.. the main thing is to talk bout the letter.. n yes!! dats true.. we did talk bout it.. n i cried in her car just now bcoz i feel so bad.. i'm feel so guilty... IB in sri kdu sucks!! pet also add in pressure 2 me.. they dont rly know our situation here.. wut they know is juz simply chnge the policy.. wth!! they should investigate further.. n not simply do generalization... come on!! u r 1 of the most making-profit company n u stil dunno wut 2 do!! even students like us can think wisely!! GOD!! plzz.. help me.. my friend said dat if U put us in the situation.. U will also put us out from the situation.. (sry,my english is not dat good.. dats y english A1 doesnt really help).. but for the time being, i still believe dat anythings happen for a reason.. so, i hope.. U will show me the reason in 1 year time.. thx...

after a LOOOOOOOOOONNNNGGGG break

hye guyz.. sry 4 da super late posting.. hehe =)
it is all bcoz of lack of free time.. nowadays, assignments keep on coming and they piled up like a mountain n my mind also feel like a volcano waiting to ERUPT!!! huhuh.. so sad.. diz is all bcoz of IB... i wonder how my life gonna be if i'm not takin IB.. it should be better of coz!!!

oh ya.. talkin bout IB.. i'm startin to think bout my future.. n sry 2 say.. i keep on thnking that i'll not have a chance to fly abroad... so sad.. =( the probabilities now is so low...
-math HL is damn hard!!
-english A1 is also one of da toughest subject i ever had in my life!!
-spanish which before this i thought that it can help me to get 35 but now.. it is also gettin harder n tougher.. i cant undrstand the words... the change are too obvious n drastic..
i'm thnking of chnging my math HL to SL.. but what subject can i change to HL... my english is not so good.. so i dont think i can change it to HL.. chemistry? its alrdy one year past.. so, i dont think i could manage to catch up.. so, GOD!! plss help me!!
to my jun 08 seniors.. i think u guyz are so lucky!!! u can change ur sbject to BM A1 n english B...it rly2 helps u guyz a lot... i'm wondering my life 2 be like yours.. but i think it is nearly impossible... (i'm also wondering hows my jan 08 seniors face it...) neway,gdluck in da IB final exam k!!

and tonight.. 9th may 2009... my friend and i went for a movie back to back at cathay cineplex dmnsara... it was fun as both movie are superb!! firstly.. we watch star trek.. its damn cool!! i suggest u guyz watch it...

n then, after that, we watched x-men the origin at 12.10a.m... hehe =)



after the movie finished.. we walked back to d'shire by our own.. it took us 50 minutes from mutiara dmnsara to our house... hehe =)

ok.. c ya in the next post k!!
adios amigos!!
wish me luck n pray 4 me in my exam k.. thx!!
gracias~

lelaki hensem VS lelaki tak hensem

i took this thing from someone's buletin in myspace..
nvm.. its not a big deal.. da big deal is..

Kalau lelaki handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: woow, cool giler…
Kalau lelaki tak handsome pendiam
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Kalau lelaki handsome berbuat jahat
Perempuan akan kata: nobody’s perfect
Kalau lelaki tak handsome berbuat jahat
Perempuan akan cakap: memang….
muka pun macam pecah rumah!

Kalau lelaki handsome menolong perempuan yg diganggu
Perempuan akan cakap: wah.. machonya.. macam hero filem!
Kalau lelaki tak handsome menolong perempuan yang diganggu
Perempuan akan kata: entah2 kawan dia…

Kalau lelaki handsome dapat perempuan cantik
Perempuan akan kata: sepadan sangat…
Kalau lelaki tak handsome dapat perempuan cantik
Perempuan akan kata: mesti kena bomoh perempuan tuh!

Kalau lelaki handsome ditinggal kekasih
Perempuan akan kata: jangan sedih, kan saya ada..
Kalau lelaki tak handsome ditinggal kekasih
Perempuan akan kata:…(terdiam, tapi telunjuknya meliuk-liuk dari atas ke bawah, patutlah, tengok saja luarannya)…

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Kalau lelaki handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
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Kalau lelaki handsome bersedih hati
Perempuan akan cakap: let me be your shoulder to cry on
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ISN'T IT CORRECT?? THIS IS DA REALITY!!

Asean Youth Program

ASEAN YOUTH LEADERSHIP PROGRAM
TRANS GOCAM
1-5 APRIL 2009

this trip was awesome!! hehe =) best coz make a bunch of new fwenz!! n they all roxx!! hehe.. thx guyz!! nice 2 know all of u...

1 april 2009

brkmpul kat kl sentral... then brtolak ke stsen ktm kampar at 1 o'clock by ktm shuttle. jln ke stsen bas n amik bas pg ke gopeng. dr gopeng msuk ke starting point by lorry. then, jln kaki ke kg empang besar dlm 1 jam perjalanan dgn memikul beg yg berat ( 60 + 10 SL ). smpi2 je, kmaskan 'dorm' then mlm tu ader slot 1 : ice breaking. learn a lot of things!! n knw other fwenz as well!!

2 april 2009

our expedition begin!! dr kg empang besar - kem bukit ribo.
:task given:
group 1 - flora dan fauna
group 2 - sungai
group 3 - wildlife
smpi kat campsite around 6...
mlm ader 'saya syg kamu', 'free talk', wilderness basic first aid, safety n many more..

3 april 2009

our journey continues!! next destination : kem jantung
even group ktorg start lmbt n ader yg injured.. but we managed to take over other teams along the expedition n be da 1st team to arrive at the destination!! congratz guyz!!
side input: rescue simulation
mlm once again ader saya syg kamu... tp ktorg dpt mkn group sdri pyer..
hehe =)
i nd 2 sentry diz nite!! quite fun to have a chit chat wif others n rob!!
bkr mrcun bola utk kjutkn org tp syg... mrcun xmltop!! hahah =p

4 april 2009

perjalanan diteruskan!!
next checkpoint : punck gnung ruil n afta dat, kg sungai ruil,cameron highland!!
hmm,no more group.. now its all about urself!!
perjalanan yg mencanak amat memenatkan.. haha =p
kat kem sudu smue org mcm nk mati.. bedal ape je yg boley dimakan!!
huhuh... at last, smpi gak puncak ruil dlm pkl 4..
view?? terbaek!! 360 pkok buluh!! haha =p
nvm.. at least brjaye tawan pncak gnubg ruil!!
then trun bertiga.. aku,akmal n hazman..
hentam kromo eventhough track byk cabang,,
at last,smpi gak kg sungai ruil dlm pkl 5.30...
alhamdulillah...
pgi shoping sakan kat kdai runcit brdkatan.. haha =)
tp syg.. dh nk senja tu bru dpt taw yg bdk2 nie ader naik perdah ngan jasar...
huhuh =( sdey2.. klo x bley tmbh lg 2 koleksi gnung...
next tyme maybe.. mlm tidor kat 'chalet'..
dpt pon mndi air panas.. masyuk!!

5 april 2009

last day!! =) or =(

bgun2 mndi air sjuk mcm cmpur ais...
huhuh.. sjuk beb!! mgigil!!
then,afta packing brg nk nlik n taklimat smue... grak pg tanah rata...
on the way, singgah kdai strawberi lyn aiskrim..
pergh!! sdap giler!! mmg terbaek dri ladang!!!
then,truskn prjlnn smpila ke tanah rata...
free n easy at town till 4.30..
coz tket pkol 4.30.. ader yg pg kl n ader yg trnsit ipoh then kl...
ktorg smpi ipoh around 6 and then tket ke kl pkl 7.. smpi kl pkol 11..
huhuh.. tgk2,smpt lg jmpe bdk2 nie cz tket dorg ke pahang pkol 12...
so,rmi2 lepak kat wrung dpn pudu...
then, ktorg yg dok kota dmnsara nie blik ikot kechik!!
smpi kat umah dlm pkol 12.30...

da journey ends!!
congratz n well done guyz!!
hope 2 c y'all again later~